Faith & Fear

Faith over Fear…

Marinated in fear for years.. and honestly I didn’t realise just how much insecurities or fear I was holding onto

It was the Reiki that unleashed them all… ‘oh nooooo’ I hear you say.. who wants to unlock all that shit??? This is why the whole analogy of ‘love n light’ throughout the whole spiritual community makes my nails turn. Because.. it’s not. Let’s call a spade.. well.. a spade!

It is what it is.

Now you may perceive this as being negative, I know my black from white.. night from day, and all the grey in between.

I can definitely put my hands up and say .. yes, I have fear, but definitely not half as much as I had.
I’ve taken myself through some difficult trying times, that I’ve seemed to mentally and emotionally taken myself through. – with my understanding of Reiki healing.
With a lot of will power and a good strong hold of my ego so she doesn’t go way off the charts.

Grief is something I never visited or understood fully until I done Reiki.
My Dad passed in 2000 but seriously didn’t proper grieve or process his loss until 2017 – Yes.. 17 years later!!!
I knew I was sad, I missed him and would wish he was here at times I needed his humour when life and things got a bit heavy for me. I would wish he met my husband & girls and know how proud he would be.. His bright loving contagious tenderness was a huge loss within the whole family dynamics.

Why.. this .. this morning??
I know my Dad is still a very huge part of my life, yes physically I wish he was here to see, have and hold. We all want this, the sadness can become too heavy to hold.
Our Grief has nowhere else to go other than embracing and embodying it.

More than ever, I have a connection I’ve never experienced before and this brings me great peace and comfort. Knowing I can still connect in when I am in need.

Fear stops all hope, strength, confidence – the good stuff that we have access to within ourselves…

Have faith in yourself that anything can be achieved through dedication. Become your own CEO of self.
It’s thee greatest school project you’ll ever do!
Fear subsides.. fades.. and awareness into life takes centre stage.